Julie-Anne's Journal: novembre 2010

dimanche 21 novembre 2010

Running on Empty

Things have been gradually getting better for me the past few months, thanks to therapy and self-determination. I'm determined to keep this thing under control and to lead a relatively normal life.

That being said, I'm feeling really empty right now. I think what kind of triggered it was seing some new girls at Calgary's Trans Day of Remembrance. I didn't really feel it until later, but I started feeling bad again about being single.

When I got home, after warming up after freezing my fucking ass off after today's -20C temperature, I decided I needed to take a nap. It was hard trying to get to sleep, with my thoughts racing, but with the help of some warm blankets and my room's bright light above me, I got to sleep.

Now, when I woke up, instead of feeling bad about being single, I'm looking up flights and immigration info about Australia and New Zealand. Go figure.

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*Tell Me About Yourself - The Survey*
Name::	Julie-Anne
Birthday::	28 July 1982
Birthplace::	Melrose, Massachusetts USA
Current Location::	Calgary, Alberta Canada
Eye Color::	Green
Hair Color::	Brown
Height::	5'9"
Right Handed Or Left Handed::	Right
Your Heritage::	Acadian and English ancestry
The Shoes You Wore Today::	Sandals
Your Weakness::	Girls!
Your Fears::	Girls :-p
Your Perfect Pizza::	Lots of different kinds of cheeses, sundried tomatoes, and olives
Goals You Would Like To Achieve This Year::	Get some more money in the bank
Your Most Overused Phrase On An Instant Messenger::	LOL
Thoughts First Waking Up::	"Wow, I must have gone to bed late last night."
Your Best Physical Feature::	Size (I rarely encounter "problems")
Your Bedtime::	When I damn feel like it!
Your Most Missed Memory::	My grandmother- she died when I was young
Pepsi Or Coke::	Either, or even store brand!
McDonalds Or Burger King::	McDonalds is good anytime of the day for me; Burger King is good, except for breakfast
Single Or Group Dates::	What's a date?
Lipton Ice Tea Or Nestea::	I hate iced tea!
Chocolate Or Vanilla::	If it's vanilla, I hope it's naturally flavored!
Cappucino Or Coffee::	How about hot chocolate?
Do You Smoke::	No
Do You Swear::	Yes
Do You Sing::	No
Do You Shower Daily::	Usually every other day
Have You Been In Love::	Yes
Do You Want To Go To College::	I already have, and I've done some university too
Do You Want To Get Married::	Yes
Do You Believe In Yourself::	Yes
Do You Get Motion Sickness::	No
Do You Think You Are Attractive::	On the inside, of course I am!
Are You A Health Freak::	I like fatty foods and don't like veggies!
Do You Get Along With Your Parents::	Since my mother helps me out, then I guess so!
Do You Like Thunderstorms::	A lot!
Do You Play An Instrument::	No
In The Past Month Have You Drank Alcohol::	No
In The Past Month Have You Smoked::	No
In The Past Month Have You Been On Drugs::	No
In The Past Month Have You Gone On A Date::	Don't I wish!
In The Past Month Have You Gone To The Mall::	Yes
In The Past Month Have You Eaten A Box Of Oreos::	A full box, no. From a box, yes.
In The Past Month Have You Eaten Sushi::	I'm not a sushi fan.
In The Past Month Have You Been On Stage::	No
In The Past Month Have You Been Dumped::	That's hard to happen when you're always single!
In The Past Month Have You Gone Skinny Dipping::	No
In The Past Month Have You Stolen Anything::	No
Ever Been Drunk::	No
Ever Been Called A Tease::	Someday
Ever Been Beaten Up::	Given my stature, I'd say no
Ever Shoplifted::	No
How Do You Want To Die::	"Hey, a grizzly bear! Let's go outside and pet it!"
What Do You Want To Be When You Grow Up::	Me, only no longer single
What Country Would You Most Like To Visit::	Sweden
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